总以为在结束一些之后就可以让自己安定一些。
对自己说“没关系的”。却在说的同时眼泪泛滥。
我想。。始终不能对自己好。难过到什么都说不出来。
对着镜子傻笑。
寂寞。
没有人会懂另一个人的寂寞。
懂了。就不寂寞了。
忘了说过些什么。做过些什么。
有时候狠拼命的想一件事。
却忘的那么彻底。
我坚定的说“要忘了你”。却总能很轻易的想起你。
我竟能让你主宰我的一切。
很多时候都是自言自语。
其实。更愿意这样的表达方式。哪怕只说给自己听。
我只想安静。却总不能心静。
我很想丢弃。却总是贪恋太多。
是那么渴望去粒子所说的地方。
为了实现。。很努力。
开始不愿意承认自己悲伤。却时常感觉恐慌。
我可以在很多人面前伪装。一个人时却逃不过自己的情绪。
悲哀。。。

 

Thank You
My tea's gone cold,
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad


I drank too much last night,
got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
and even if I'm there,
they'll all imply that I might not last the day
and then you call me and it's not so bad
it's not so bad and


I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life


Push the door,
I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me and


I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life


I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life